Let's start a new topic. If you are too tired to write in the how was your day topic, this is better. Now you may describe your feelings with only one word, one adjective. So tell everyone how you are feeling at the moment.
 

Edited by Annnna - 05Jan2008 at 13:20

Originally posted by Annnna sad

  

 Yes, I have just read it. I think it will last as long as you are not together. In my opinion he needs you near to help him fighting with his pain. And time also helps... But nobody knows how much time will it take. May be long enough and may be you'll need patience to wait and be understanding, to be by his side in it never asking anything for yourself. This is the way it goes in a perfect relationship. I wish yours to be perfect, I wish you to be strong, my friend.

Yes, I know.. It will still take a long time. He has difficulties with talkign about it and he is breaking down all the time. But I guess it is his way to digest the happening, I just hope he comes out of his cover soon. I try not the ask anything for myself. I keep telling him and also at the same time to myself that nothing has changed between us. If I could only hold him.. that would help more than anything. I need to get there..

I feel relaxed 

 I feel like a part of me is missing

i feel sad and confused..

yesterday a friend of mine did hang himself  he was just 19 years old

i feel myself confused.